A friend of mine went through something like this last year and said the hardest part was just making the first call. This explains that hesitation really well.

https://myleshyhb542.brightsora.com/posts/do-i-need-to-believe-in-hypnosis-for-it-to-work-2

A friend of mine went through something like this last year and said the hardest part was just making the first call. This explains that hesitation really well